My First Love…

What can I say? It was new, exciting, warming, crazy, fun, exhausting, upsetting, even heartbreaking, but it was unforgettable…like all first love’s should be I guess…but after it all I wouldn’t have had it any other way.

I will say one other thing though. It taught me a lot, but the most important lesson it taught me is that we go through life finding different types of love. The truth is you’ll never feel the same way with anyone else. Each relationship is unique, which makes that love unique. A bond that is unbreakable in a sense.

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Future? What future?

Once upon a time I had a future in mind. One which the majority of girls and women have. Dreams of getting married, having babies, having my own family overall. However…this is something I personally no longer see. Now don’t get me wrong, yeah it’s still a nice idea in my mind…but it’s just a lost image at the minute.

I’m not sure why this is, it could be one of two things. When I fell in love for the first time (being young and stupid), that was in my mind because I thought love in general was the strongest emotion. Strong enough to last forever. That may have been true on my part but you never really know what the other person is thinking, and so it ended with the future plans lost and the realisation that the future I dreamt of was one-sided and also that I was very naïve to think like that.

Another reason this could be though is just due to the fact I have also realised I have other plans for my life. Like plans to explore the world. And with that in mind…along with my age, the idea of the ‘picture perfect future’ seems to get further and further away until it’s out of view. I mean for girls there’s always going to be a time limit for having healthy babies, and once you pass a certain age there are difficulties. So I guess in a way this is also a contributing factor.

I’m sure a lot of people go through life and experience the same difficulties (if I can even class it as that), as I am having. Don’t get me wrong I am completely happy with life right now even though some days don’t go to plan…but when someone asks me what my long-term plan/idea is or where I see myself in 5-10 years down the line. I honestly have no idea what the heck to say. Do I give the false answer of a lost future, or do I tell them honestly and in some way disappoint them. Whether this is a potential employer or even my grandma. It seems a lot of my posts tend to be about being lost in some ways, and I guess I am…but that’s what life’s about. Finding yourself and finding your way. At the moment I’m just going along with it the best I can, with a positive attitude hoping I’ll find my mindful future again. Happy Sunday!

“Time is not something you give back. The very next moment may be answer to your prayer. To deny that is to deny the most important part of the future.” – Mitch Albom, The Time Keeper.

 

Quotes…

Another thing you should know about me is simply that … I love quotes.

I’m not too sure when my love of quotes first began, or even why I like them so much. It’s not even a specific type of quote, just a mixture of inspirational, hopeful and even deep eye-opening ones. If you looked closely to my previous blogs you’d notice I sign off with a quote I feel suits the blog. So far I’ve only used quotes for Mitch Albom books as I find him one of the most inspiring writers I have come across so far and I love reading his books!

Since I began blogging … or maybe just while I’m growing up, I tend to find more and more quotes in my daily life. I’m not really sure whether it makes me seem wise or a bit nerdy but either way they lift me up day-to-day, and I hope to inspire others through the quotes that have given me inspiration. I’m sure I’m not the only one that loves quotes as there are millions of pages on the internet dedicated to all different types of quotes, so maybe people who choose to click on this blog will feel the same…who knows.

“You can find something truly important in an ordinary minute” – Mitch Albom, For One Day More.